..bring it on

i suppose this is the best way to fight , face things point blank on your face. with me it works big time. i do this by letting my feeling flow through words, that is what my new found hobby is. today i am feeling a bit low , i know why ? there is some uncertainity in life regarding my placements. not that the scene looks dull and chances are zero but yes it would not be an cakewalk to get a placement. well no complaints i know iam a fighter i know that, but its a human psychology that whenver something happens against ur wish it hurts but with my case i am trying , i remember my promise , i will smile and accept all decisions against me with open arms. but it is also intresting on the other hand, some people around who dont deserve to be there , make it somehow but those like me inspite of taking evrything seriously are in between who do not know what will happen , but iam sure when i succed , my success will be sweeter than their as it has come after a good fight , a strong tough time which i have faced with a smile. i know god i am sad today but i also know that i dont have to be sad as i have to keep on fighting , keep the right attitude and just keep on working and forget about the results , i know u r there watching everybit and you will give me whats right for me, i will wait for my time till then iam a surviver who knows how to exactly keep his head above the water. one more thing , hey god this one is from ur child if all of this has to be taken as a challenge , may be to test my nerves and test my practical side, then let me announce with full pride iam a strong man with his gods hand always with him, who will fight till the end, so bring it on , let it come , if ther is more i wanna c it , because when my time comes the world will have to see.
just a short notice to myself , hey ankit please realise that uptill now u have got almost everything without a fight without struggling , and if someone elses is getting something that probably due to the fact that they deserve it as they seen tough times in life, but dear ankit for u life has never been unbearably tough so smile as this is ur turn to proove ur manhood. bingo u have a task at hand. go for it man!!!! just go for it. only thing required is god which u know u have .